Thursday, September 10, 2009
I OFFER MY HUMBLE APOLOGIES...
Hi and happy Thursday to my blog friends and faithful followers.
I haven't been on much lately--just enough to post my updates, grievances and *what-nots--a.k.a. my silly *'Wish List' yesterday. :D
So, I just wanted to send out my apologies for my neglect in reading all of your wonderful blogs lately--I have much catching up to do....
You may be wondering, what exactly is my problem? You mean besides my utter narcissism, that is???
Well, this morning I have spent about two hours budgeting and paying bills.
Things are also still tense here at home due to the personal events that took place late last week and early this week that has turned my love and trust asunder with certain people in my life.
I have been in a tailspin while others are happily moving on and forward--with strong judgments against me and my character, I might add.
They have all 'forgiven and forgotten' with each other...
No sweat off their backs--it seems to have only landed square on my shoulders, which I deeply resent.
I am simply dealing with the aftermath and licking my wounds (and fighting just to get out of bed every day) while simultaneously trying to figure out the logistics of our living expenses.
Ed has work, B has school and friends. Sometimes it's a bummer that I don't have anything to look forward to every day.
Then tomorrow I have to make another trip to our attorney's office to make a payment (which we had to borrow). I want to add that he is charging us about $800.00 less than our previous attorney was so I am not complaining.
I'll complain only when I have to start paying all of it back to our benefactors--yikes!
Not really, of course--my God, that sounded awful. I just simply meant that when (IF) all this gets settled and behind us--it won't really and truly be behind us until my debts are squared off--which will take years.
I am truly grateful and thankful to those people who have helped us in our time of need.
So, in closing--I wanted to thank you all for your immense support and to again, deeply apologize for being neglectful on my end in returning that blog love to you.
I will catch up soon with you all--I promise.
Much peace, love and happiness to you all.